Author: alittlegirls

Sixty four, my sweet outdoor
Perfection without a direction
Infinity from multiplying divinity
Nameless, but shameless
Strong enough and never wrong
Smooth like a pray for ruth

Connection by natural selection
Love brought by a white dove
A cure for wellness and no lure
Universe answer, unfair curse
Deep circle in a powerful purple
Inspire from the sky, I need a fire
Artsy world for a mental disorder

Desire for a dream with blank theme
Have a chance or do a dance
Soul awakening and moon coloring
Rainbow above all makes them glow
Insecurity in the obscurity
Heartbreaking moments with the poets

Be aware of who you are
On the edge we meet ourselves
Nobody deserves ignorance
Cities are burning from infirmity
In warm hands we should trust
Unity keeps us healthier and stronger

Sirens and violins before funeral
Ivy tattoo and a rocker in the tree
Xanax pills to awake in the dream
Teen spirit and the hippie style
Yawn before a long damaged trip

Films and popcorn in cinema
Only kids allowed to watch it
Useless brains without creativity
Rusty people inside the box

Anne discovered the biggest secret

Lots of rules and no mercy
Imitating equality and respect
That’s how we lie to each other
Thanks to ignorance and fright
Limits keep us in an open box
Encourging us to never look up

Grey sky and dark eyes
Images of truth fly away
Ring finger with a diamond
Lonely time spent in the couple
Suicidal dreams before sweet sleep

Pumpkin taste on my thoughts
Orange vibe in my emotions
Effy is still quite and depressed
Timeless moments of suffering
River’s music into the woods
You are the water of my life

Season of horror stories, friday the 13th
Money and a coin in my deck
Whistle in the night for my demons
Special death and Bill is smiling
Groupie love under the moonlight

Born to be the other woman
Sensuality and deeper connection
Men’s attention on the blonde girl
Bloody attitude and whisper after heaven
Cherry infinity on my lipstick
Moans in the hotel rooms, on the beach
Goddess in the pool forever

I’m 64, I’m the one.

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A photo of Tina Aumont.

I was in the winter of my life when I started to look for people who can take care of me. In the beggining it was tough, I felt the whispers behind my back wherever I went. I tried to recover from inner bruises step by step and I succeeded in time. Streets were alone, with me by their side. Cars stopped and I smiled. No one asked about my story, no one tried to give me advises and it felt right. I didn’t look back at my past and I never pause on my way. Everything seemed perfectly fine and I was warm for the first time. I discovered my happiness nearly to a bunch of strangers so I kept to walk on my road.
I don’t need to be in a sticky situation. I don’t need boys who wear an appearance of men. My lovers keep my heart warm and my enthusiasm can be seen in my eyes. Freedom is when I meet the open road and when the unsafe place become the only one who protects me. I’m in love with fantasies. I sing a lullaby every night and I pray for new adventures. I dance under the stars and I scream with an attitude. I’m the baby of my soul partners. I’m Lolita.
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Inspired by a Lana Del Rey song, „Ride”.

Blue dragon-fly above the river
Stones filter the downstream water
Trees have an eye hidden in the trunck
Birds are singing and knock the branches
Multicolor butterflies arround the forest
Woods on the ground, molded by humans
Grass and flowers and moss everywhere
Peaceful sounds of a falling water
A fresh natural smell in the clean air

We need to love our Mother
I love our Mother
The purest goddess of all times

Calming vibes from flying insects
Warm spots on my skin from fairies
Light energy from the sunshine of sky
We drink the vibrations of trees
We dance from our inner wild soul
We celebrate our animal friends
We taste the piece of life that we have
Abounding in gratefulness for our Mother

We admire and desire the power
The protector of us is our Mother
We love our Mother
The purest goddess of all times

Seeing the happiness with my heart
Hearing the green atmosphere
Into the woods I found my spirit
We are ready to go on an adventure
Running. Bare feet. Extremely high.

The pain travels her entire body. A feeling of suffocation overwhelms her and tests the breathing she has. Drops of sweat flow on the forehead and meet a frowning face. The scream is so loud that every neighbor hears her despair. It’s 2 a.m. and insomnia killed the sleep many months ago. The suffering affects every living part of her. It locks her mind in a mental hospital and creats a fence between reality and her problematic world. The sickness of her body advances from inside and makes the beautiful skin she conserved become a whiter color. Big dreams dissapeared in time and monotony has settled. She can’t connect with anyone and doesn’t want to. Cruel moment of life.

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Short story created by my inspiration. Can you relate with it? Or maybe you imagined a person you know and is struggling with this state? What do you think the character is facing?

Red painted nails and sweet lips
Soft feet extended with thin ankles
Long legs and catwalk moves
Gentle hands and sublime massage
Blue veins under delicate skin
Wavy hair and seductive perfume
Moonlight eyes like a deep ocean
White powder on the holy bible
Cattish attitude and moans
Her presence is a blessing

A goddess with the energy of a coffee
Pink peach with taste of Lipton Ice Tea
You can desire her for a lifetime
Live natural with cherries and thyme

Curiosity for books and movies
Pleasure in knowledge and feelings
Too young to be thrown in a coffer
Her tears come from the clouds
No fear for a little fire and smoke
In the night she prays for adventures
The mirror reflects a rainbow queen
Can’t think of a boring reality when
she has so much creativity to express
You can call her Lo, the Little one
Maybe play with her in a dark park
Bare feet, the girl doesn’t care

11:11

I’m my own heaven

Angel kisses on my skin

Cherry lips and morphine

Awaking in the dark

Poisoned sugar in my heart

Vanilla taste in my dreams

Sunshine protection creams

Growing as a human being

Love is more than a feeling

Fetish means no shame

But I play a cattish game

Silver stars under my feet

Freedom belief is sweet

Flying in a cloudy hollow

My squirrels should follow

Crying in my happiness

Melancholy is flawless

11:11

You’re the best heaven

The way you stare into my eyes
And lock the door of your basement
With me inside and you outside
I’m starving here, everyday
But every evening you come
With peaceful thoughts and gentle moves
You give me pieces of food
I’m aware of your kindness
You take care of me, thank you!

I’m your girl, please sleep with me
Do what you want with my body
I have my duties as your lover
I’ll stay clean and quiet
I won’t break the chain from my foot
I won’t upset you, I promise!

And if you forget again about me
I’ll understand you are busy
And your work is more important
than my airs and graces, poor girl
I won’t cry when you’ll beat me
My wounds are hidden under my clothes
I’ll try my best to be beautiful for you

Unlock the door and I won’t leave
Trust me, I am yours, babe.

I was aware of my sadness

It felt like a Nordic land

Where only Gods could help you

But you had to sacrifice yourself

Violins were crying in my ear

Snow felt like home for my feet

Pain helped me to smile again

Mirrors watched me in the night

Writing with my nose on walls

Ate like a slave with no rights

Walked in a rainbow shadows

Playing the role like it was my life

Paintings of Dali were my reality

I split my unique personality

More than twice times a day

To creat a new angle to look away

I cooked my guts for a reading

I put a spell on my dreams

I chose a deck for a beggining

I felt my future with its intuition

Staring at an empty bottle of wine

Smelling the full ashtray on my desk

I’m embracing my bad vices with mercy

Hope is forgotten, I bleed with my eye

Waves of heartbeats
Seagulls on the ocean of emotions
I’m swimming in an uncertain pool
Heavy anchor in my stomach
It’s raining with feelings of love

Different kinds of blueberries
He has royal blood and attitude
I have nordic eyes and lapis lazuli
A unique, sparkling necklace
With blue Delphiniums in my hair

We drove under the shinning sky
In the middle of the day
With water in our minds
And took forever as the limit time

Smoking cigarettes
A wild behavior is damaging us
and our blue chakra too
We don’t care about our lungs
Finding the smoke more attractive
For our own throats and spirits

I used to play my guitar
Happiness in my fingers
I’ve lost my fire and my muse
After your desire for me disappeared
Pieces of my heart falling in the dark
And we are falling apart

Lust for a lifetime
Enjoy for the last time
Together in my dreams
Drinking wine and eating shrimps
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe

It hurts too much for a simple girl
I’m drowning in my tears
Whisper to the sky
I’ll never say goodbye
Drops, drops
Melancholy stops ‘cause of blood drops
My soul is alive and broken
Its sickness makes me cold
My feet are shaking in the night
I miss my cattish attitude

Lust in my veins
Ride in the race
Loving you was my peace
I was biting you and my lips
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe

We described an old romance
Sensual moves and staring contest
I called you in cheeky ways
I miss our vanilla days
You brought the stars to me
I gave my secrets to you
Pain travels in my nerves
I know I failed a game

Lust and hope for me
Dance and pray in the garden
Where we are each other’s warden
But we’ve lost it
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe
You were my universe