Can’t get rid of that memory
Your weight on top of my tiny body
Slowly breathe, I tried to stop it
I was ashamed to scream at you
Saying „no, please, I’m not in the mood”
My words were in vain
„What he will think about me?
What’s he gonna say to his friends?
That I’m a little girl and not worthy?
Should I really try to stop him?
How bad can it get? Still blocked”
You left me there
So miserable, so gross
A tear ran from my eye
Years after I promised that
I’ll never stay quiet again.
Girl, you shouldn’t too