Orange love

I drink orange juice in the midnight
Feeling so lonely, wanting you to be here
I’m struggling with the scars left on my chest
Because my heart beat so hard when i felt you
Your presence was the only thing i needed

I thought that I need time to recover
To erase you, to destroy you from my mind
So i started to drown our memories
With my nostalgia and pretty bad vices
So i kept you as a bad habit of my life

And you were still there, shaking my body
Cover me in tears and bad decisions
Making my life shorter, with suicide tendencies
Bleeding with drops of hopes
That’s how i lost my good dreams

Looking on the window, seeing the sky
Having an orange color, so i understand
Another night has just passed
And I’m still standing here, near an empty glass
Having red eyes and a broken heart