64

Sixty four, my sweet outdoor
Perfection without a direction
Infinity from multiplying divinity
Nameless, but shameless
Strong enough and never wrong
Smooth like a pray for ruth

Connection by natural selection
Love brought by a white dove
A cure for wellness and no lure
Universe answer, unfair curse
Deep circle in a powerful purple
Inspire from the sky, I need a fire
Artsy world for a mental disorder

Desire for a dream with blank theme
Have a chance or do a dance
Soul awakening and moon coloring
Rainbow above all makes them glow
Insecurity in the obscurity
Heartbreaking moments with the poets

Be aware of who you are
On the edge we meet ourselves
Nobody deserves ignorance
Cities are burning from infirmity
In warm hands we should trust
Unity keeps us healthier and stronger

Sirens and violins before funeral
Ivy tattoo and a rocker in the tree
Xanax pills to awake in the dream
Teen spirit and the hippie style
Yawn before a long damaged trip

Films and popcorn in cinema
Only kids allowed to watch it
Useless brains without creativity
Rusty people inside the box

Anne discovered the biggest secret

Lots of rules and no mercy
Imitating equality and respect
That’s how we lie to each other
Thanks to ignorance and fright
Limits keep us in an open box
Encourging us to never look up

Grey sky and dark eyes
Images of truth fly away
Ring finger with a diamond
Lonely time spent in the couple
Suicidal dreams before sweet sleep

Pumpkin taste on my thoughts
Orange vibe in my emotions
Effy is still quite and depressed
Timeless moments of suffering
River’s music into the woods
You are the water of my life

Season of horror stories, friday the 13th
Money and a coin in my deck
Whistle in the night for my demons
Special death and Bill is smiling
Groupie love under the moonlight

Born to be the other woman
Sensuality and deeper connection
Men’s attention on the blonde girl
Bloody attitude and whisper after heaven
Cherry infinity on my lipstick
Moans in the hotel rooms, on the beach
Goddess in the pool forever

I’m 64, I’m the one.

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A photo of Tina Aumont.

Open road

I was in the winter of my life when I started to look for people who can take care of me. In the beggining it was tough, I felt the whispers behind my back wherever I went. I tried to recover from inner bruises step by step and I succeeded in time. Streets were alone, with me by their side. Cars stopped and I smiled. No one asked about my story, no one tried to give me advises and it felt right. I didn’t look back at my past and I never pause on my way. Everything seemed perfectly fine and I was warm for the first time. I discovered my happiness nearly to a bunch of strangers so I kept to walk on my road.
I don’t need to be in a sticky situation. I don’t need boys who wear an appearance of men. My lovers keep my heart warm and my enthusiasm can be seen in my eyes. Freedom is when I meet the open road and when the unsafe place become the only one who protects me. I’m in love with fantasies. I sing a lullaby every night and I pray for new adventures. I dance under the stars and I scream with an attitude. I’m the baby of my soul partners. I’m Lolita.
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Inspired by a Lana Del Rey song, „Ride”.

Mother Earth

Blue dragon-fly above the river
Stones filter the downstream water
Trees have an eye hidden in the trunck
Birds are singing and knock the branches
Multicolor butterflies arround the forest
Woods on the ground, molded by humans
Grass and flowers and moss everywhere
Peaceful sounds of a falling water
A fresh natural smell in the clean air

We need to love our Mother
I love our Mother
The purest goddess of all times

Calming vibes from flying insects
Warm spots on my skin from fairies
Light energy from the sunshine of sky
We drink the vibrations of trees
We dance from our inner wild soul
We celebrate our animal friends
We taste the piece of life that we have
Abounding in gratefulness for our Mother

We admire and desire the power
The protector of us is our Mother
We love our Mother
The purest goddess of all times

Seeing the happiness with my heart
Hearing the green atmosphere
Into the woods I found my spirit
We are ready to go on an adventure
Running. Bare feet. Extremely high.

What is this?

A new perspective of love
The perfect uncreated
Egg with no crack
Much obliged to you
A god with crown of thorns
Our story painted on flowers
Their rebirth gives me hope
And fear for a new fading
In fact, I lied to you
I’m scared of your happiness
Forgetting us is painful
Twin flame for a lifetime
Together for a few moments
Sweet poison in my heart
No past, no future
Only this living time for
Two foolish intellectuas
In music kingdom
Artsy human beings
Pretty smile above my head
The clothes are moles
Which play on the skin
Peace in the eyes
Blood on the lips
Darkness- my special friend
Don’t ignore Bill
I feel demons in my mind
The moon is admirable
And lovely, waw
Pleasant conversations in the night
My black cigars
Sky with green smoke
Black turned into blue
My nostalgia turned into you
Ocean view before drowning
Violins in the background
Piano helps my fire
You help my desire
Red nails on the screen
A letter to my thyme
My oh my
Heroin gold in my veins
Low and warm
Sleepy and cold
I refuse to eat my cherries
I deny the reality
Swim in purple river
Finding my soul
I’m going to ask about you
Blood of witch and gypsy
That’s me
Blood of angel with white wings
That’s you
Drop of tears
That’s love
Hello to a new goodbye!

Green

Nature lover
Climbing the trees,
Smoking some weed,
Flying without falling ‘cause
I got my clover with me and
I let the dollars outside the peace.

Dazed and confused
With two pieces of cucumber
On my green makeup eyes
I’m fresh like the baby frog in bog
Eating avocado paste over my salad
Of small apples and sweet kiwi.

Hippie lifestyle
High like the mountain
With grass under my feet
Abounding in green peas flowers
Refreshing my mind, lying down.

Free like a crocodile
With love in my heart
Breezy’s love for everything
Led by the green chakra inside me
Smiling to every beautiful detail of life.

Devil

I’m so scared, hidding from my demons
They have your angel face and black soul
You surprised me at the beginning
Like the devil would have done
Chose me from the public large

Making a girl falling in love
That’s your best sin, it’s really mean
To play with someone else’s feelings
Can’t you go to hell right now?

The heart is destroyed, broken in
A thousand pieces of honey with
Hundreds of poisonous needles in
Just to be sure of a never recover

Amor

„Please, baby, let me tell you
How much I love you
Our relationship is the best
And we should stay togheter
Baby, I won’t hurt you again
I’m so sorry for everything!
Alt er love, remember honey?
Por favor mi amor!”

Carla told me in that night
I tried not to cry in front of her
I smiled for the entire time
Faking an attitude with tears
hidden in the mind and soul
So baddly the love can hurts
Sometimes when to get ready
is not your best skill, it seems

I left her after the rain started
Drops of water combined with
drops of tears on the cheeks
Nails stabbing the hands
Legs constantly trembling
We are heartbreakers, both of us.

„Be happy, senorita!
But not with me
Not anymore,
my love…”