In the basement

The way you stare into my eyes
And lock the door of your basement
With me inside and you outside
I’m starving here, everyday
But every evening you come
With peaceful thoughts and gentle moves
You give me pieces of food
I’m aware of your kindness
You take care of me, thank you!

I’m your girl, please sleep with me
Do what you want with my body
I have my duties as your lover
I’ll stay clean and quiet
I won’t break the chain from my foot
I won’t upset you, I promise!

And if you forget again about me
I’ll understand you are busy
And your work is more important
than my airs and graces, poor girl
I won’t cry when you’ll beat me
My wounds are hidden under my clothes
I’ll try my best to be beautiful for you

Unlock the door and I won’t leave
Trust me, I am yours, babe.

Sadness

I was aware of my sadness

It felt like a Nordic land

Where only Gods could help you

But you had to sacrifice yourself

Violins were crying in my ear

Snow felt like home for my feet

Pain helped me to smile again

Mirrors watched me in the night

Writing with my nose on walls

Ate like a slave with no rights

Walked in a rainbow shadows

Playing the role like it was my life

Paintings of Dali were my reality

I split my unique personality

More than twice times a day

To creat a new angle to look away

I cooked my guts for a reading

I put a spell on my dreams

I chose a deck for a beggining

I felt my future with its intuition

Staring at an empty bottle of wine

Smelling the full ashtray on my desk

I’m embracing my bad vices with mercy

Hope is forgotten, I bleed with my eye

Blue

Waves of heartbeats
Seagulls on the ocean of emotions
I’m swimming in an uncertain pool
Heavy anchor in my stomach
It’s raining with feelings of love

Different kinds of blueberries
He has royal blood and attitude
I have nordic eyes and lapis lazuli
A unique, sparkling necklace
With blue Delphiniums in my hair

We drove under the shinning sky
In the middle of the day
With water in our minds
And took forever as the limit time

Smoking cigarettes
A wild behavior is damaging us
and our blue chakra too
We don’t care about our lungs
Finding the smoke more attractive
For our own throats and spirits

We’ve lost our universe

I used to play my guitar
Happiness in my fingers
I’ve lost my fire and my muse
After your desire for me disappeared
Pieces of my heart falling in the dark
And we are falling apart

Lust for a lifetime
Enjoy for the last time
Together in my dreams
Drinking wine and eating shrimps
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe

It hurts too much for a simple girl
I’m drowning in my tears
Whisper to the sky
I’ll never say goodbye
Drops, drops
Melancholy stops ‘cause of blood drops
My soul is alive and broken
Its sickness makes me cold
My feet are shaking in the night
I miss my cattish attitude

Lust in my veins
Ride in the race
Loving you was my peace
I was biting you and my lips
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe

We described an old romance
Sensual moves and staring contest
I called you in cheeky ways
I miss our vanilla days
You brought the stars to me
I gave my secrets to you
Pain travels in my nerves
I know I failed a game

Lust and hope for me
Dance and pray in the garden
Where we are each other’s warden
But we’ve lost it
We’ve lost our universe
We’ve lost our universe
You were my universe

Predator

Upstairs is my predator
Hidden in a dark closet
Ready with a knife in his left hand
He doesn’t have many teeth
but a lot of scars on his face
Bushy eyebrows frowning
He’s taller than me, fattier
The smell from his mouth
can kill the flies around him
Oily hands because of his
unwashed, messy hair
Dressed with a torn T-shirt
Black under his nails
He wears no shorts
Dirty, old, shameless man

He used crack for five years
He cooked the white powder
Was an addict with a home
He discovered heroin
Firstly smoked it
But he enjoyed it too much
So he wanted that warm
to be faster in his body
Pull on the nose isn’t nice
He got bored so quickly and
tried the syringe
Now, he is still an addict
The difference: homeless

He seems so desperate
Needs money for his friend
His only friend.
Stalks people on the street
Watches their homes and habits
Likes the families with one child
It’s easy to take money from him
But he can’t be recognized
and kills the child with a knife

He is in my neighborhood today
and in yours tomorrow
Be prepared after my funeral
Because I know my fate
And I’ll try to take a picture of him
Sending to you online
With the price of my life
He entered my room through window
A couple minutes ago
I know everything about him
And he knows everything about me
Maybe about you too
Goodbye, take care!

What is this?

A new perspective of love
The perfect uncreated
Egg with no crack
Much obliged to you
A god with crown of thorns
Our story painted on flowers
Their rebirth gives me hope
And fear for a new fading
In fact, I lied to you
I’m scared of your happiness
Forgetting us is painful
Twin flame for a lifetime
Together for a few moments
Sweet poison in my heart
No past, no future
Only this living time for
Two foolish intellectuas
In music kingdom
Artsy human beings
Pretty smile above my head
The clothes are moles
Which play on the skin
Peace in the eyes
Blood on the lips
Darkness- my special friend
Don’t ignore Bill
I feel demons in my mind
The moon is admirable
And lovely, waw
Pleasant conversations in the night
My black cigars
Sky with green smoke
Black turned into blue
My nostalgia turned into you
Ocean view before drowning
Violins in the background
Piano helps my fire
You help my desire
Red nails on the screen
A letter to my thyme
My oh my
Heroin gold in my veins
Low and warm
Sleepy and cold
I refuse to eat my cherries
I deny the reality
Swim in purple river
Finding my soul
I’m going to ask about you
Blood of witch and gypsy
That’s me
Blood of angel with white wings
That’s you
Drop of tears
That’s love
Hello to a new goodbye!

Paralyzed

Falling in the black hole
The infinity with a law
If you survive the trigger
You met the bloody river
The shock is more powerful
Than the hit; you feel null

Recovering from the storm
Your nerves’ll never reborn
Paralyzed in a sad chair
Or dead ( with no air).

Choices aren’t many, you say
Depression occurs in your way
Negativity in the corner of your
Mouth… Or brain, or even more

Trust no doctor nowadays
Fill your beliefs with haze
Throw the stone so deep
In coffin you’ll fall asleep